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    August 24

    我的忏悔书

    Blog近半年来基本颗粒无收
    首先要忏悔的就是自己的懒
    懒得可以的我现在基本每个周末都宅在家里
     
    这个懒其实还可以衍生到更深层次的很多方面
    例如我的安于现状与不愿接受改变
    这一切源于我骨子里中国人性格中典型的迂回战术
    能懒则懒 能拖则拖
    有些决定迟早是要做的
    但是被我拖得已经没有了选择的余地
    情况越拖越复杂 剪不断理还乱
    于是又成了我懒与拖得借口
    害人害己
     
    其次要忏悔的是我不切实际的幻想
    换句话来说就是我一根筋好了伤疤忘了疼的性格缺陷
     
    如果我活在辛亥革命的时代
    那么肯定是鲁迅笔下的闰土
    如果我认识麦家碧
    那么我想我肯定能成为女麦兜的原型
    我很木讷很麻木
    而且越来越木讷越来越麻木
    到如今更是哪怕流泪也可以面无表情
    我能做的只有承受 然后给自己一个空想的未来
    设定好了故事主人公与剧情
    也不管现实中这个演员是不是可以照着剧情走下去
    碰壁了 就找另外个空想来代替
    永远依靠这一厢情愿的念想过日子
     
    我要忏悔自己的死要面子
    我总是觉得自己很特别很高尚很有思想很有品位
    不愿意按照别人的常理出牌并以此为耻
    我为自己强加了个可以脱离世俗抛开一切的大帽子
    然后死也不肯把这个帽子摘下来
    瞻前顾后 怕这怕那
    自己在那里活受罪
     
    我要对我的家人忏悔
    这几年来我有些自闭
    或者也可以说是很自私
    经常离家个把星期也不打电话回家
    在家不干家务 也不陪爸妈出门 也不愿说话
    我的叛逆期好像比别人来的晚一些
    到了26才达到顶峰
     
    在26岁生日来临之际
    洗心革面 重新做人
    4:16 PM | Blog it

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    潔羽wrote:
    ...特别能理解你的心情
    Aug. 26
    le lewrote:
    hehe, happy birthday!! forget all the unhappy thing and hv a great 26!
    Aug. 24
    tongwrote:
    忏悔的很诚恳，很到位
    Aug. 24

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